Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Positivism for equality

For long and forlorn, I have been struggling kindly, a generous person let down by the cruelty of fault and inability, and to question further is to understand to what purpose is this good for everyone of us here? This is like the golden goose parable; on why destroy the goose when its only purpose is meant for the good of all, granted rationality should maximise returns and income, and not promote the yielding sense of poverty perturbingly. I am a human, with my own rights and values, and what I seek is progress, talent, riches and joy, and my ways are not infringing on the harm on others, so please, Earth, hate me less, and love me morosely, for I strive only for the best in the hope that God is glorified and ingratiated by the love and passion of man. Therefore, let bygones by bygones, and the past be a learning platform for the logical forgiving heart of positivism that will drive the future amicably.
We should support each other here, where every relationship is cherishing and every effort is rewarding, and consolidate a robust and magnificent empathy that the strength of our resolve will stand to last the trials of reality Thus, we as a confiding community should find common sense and complete appreciation in upholding ideals. For this, from the expectation of all that anchors on different values and direction, fairness is a trait quintessentially realising in hope and actively engaged upon for a sustaining system, for differing standards need to fold on reducing principles, where the proof of equality will outlast the learning lack of competition. This is a bid and a wager that even as vision and status coincide, only an expression of allowing honesty will perhaps be good for the communal best, and society will fine no inequal riches or sad poverty, but just an economic swansong, that beautify the haves and who glorify the passionate.

Monday, December 22, 2008

In the uncertainity of life yet bearing the certainity of logic, may a hope for all be true

Recently, I guess many does not fathom nor expect the American economic downturn, a confidence the world conside and respect in, and where the trust of free market sensibility should prevail by the analysis of many economic experts, a rare correction of subdue changes the climate and the rest is the strain and tension of what an inconvenient truth of the environment meets the perseverence and adjusting needs of the market economy, and heroes are in great respect here. By virtue of an ideological America, the appointment of a new Black President, by the name of Barack Obama, came, convincing the population that America will strive once again in ideals, and serious resource will be emphasize on education, health and energy. This is a bid where essentials takes kind and pressing duality over luxory, and by the unfortunate certainity that bodes by, a new hope and a balance of state of the art ideals and technology will faithfully see to the test a promising proliferation that appraise the 21st century as a entrance to the golden eras.
On a smaller account, in my life, my mother's friend, who is a doctor who have aided many by his craft and medicine, fainted and is now in ICU, a sad case where someone whose ethics is adequate and passion is life protecting felt the lost unexpected, unwitted and unkindly. My mother, by pressure of stress and dashed hopes in both my brother and me, discernibly is made the prey of cancer, a sad and pitiable story for she in her throttle of contribution, with the responsible anchor given first precedence, really deserves more in life. For me in the last five years, I lost a substantial sum of my saving, lack earning power and did not graduate from university respite good and admirable attempts graciously, and yet fatedly realised the incredible spiral of meaning let loose in chaos and dejected hope. Now, much has happened not in our aspiration, and the world feels the sorrow of the hymn as each personal family had their concerns, but this is not a time to give down to the problems, and insteads we must embrace heroes or cultivate the hero in ourselves.
Logic has shown to be true timelessly, and love has always been a solution of reality and foundation, more than the cosmetic material that some endearingly cling to. Thus, we should question ourselves that as one humanity, can we overcome our problems likes the tides that found the passion in the beach, of refining sand, nice to the touch and fertile to the growth of the land? Thus, this account open a utilitarian future where all is healthy, learned in love and share wealth in ways that adores the beneficiaries in the production of the finest and comfortable living? The trials of this age has no place for sorrow, but every hope for morose and earnest effort, in the best magnitude of finance and labour direction and in the smart and affective encouragement that mends by miracles, social cultures, by the fabric that modestly support and sustains. We may not know what comes tomorrow, from the macroscope of our economical society or the microscope of family concerns, but one main introspect is that logic is always in pursuit and coincidence to the order of the day, which we trust is either progress or a learning experience of the improving energy. Yes, we will see peace and prosperity once again, in a balance that is fairer and does equalise ideals to the altruism that originally exists. Obama may be one hero, but I am sure in everyone heart, there are many heroes.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

God, I have been loving you, but my life is miserable...

God, oh the Almightly, pleasing the stars is as easy as a scholar lighting a match to learn, rotating the planets is like a basketball player placing a spin ball into the loop, and respecting the asteroids is as kites of a love couple flying in colourful interplay. Idealistically as the peace of the origin, and as heightened as the parse of galaxies, each in a unique theme of depth beyond human imagination, You rejoice in the magnificence. There is vastness in your ideas and varsity in your honour.
Yet ideas are only ideas, and the danger is a victimised I who cried, for this Earth unwittedly condemned me, and only nature still flows as a budding friend, the art of the scientific all, the heart of the relational all. Well, which heaven can contain me, a cruel victim of an unfair education system and capitalism? I hope in my heaven, money exist as a commodity that all earn in equal amount, so no more do inequality exist, and every person is as equal as their choice of monetary expenditure can fathom. At the same time, there is no wrong marked exams script that can ruin your whole career prospect, which dealt me badly. Also, some of my friends are not the grateful sort, and how much can I hope they will repent in a Brian who is near to a dying state, like the tears in my heart mounting up to the watering of a desert cactus, whose pain is in the touch of the superficial lack of people, even as my inferior complex just praise and shine through, the glory to Godwise faithful and morose rain.
Talking about sex, I hope people do not let jealousy rule, nor irresponsibility reign, and I do respect we are not sluts and gigolos that make love to others without values. Meanwhile, yes to within integrity intimacy in abundence and in promise, which ties proliferation to the experience and reputation, which we must be mature to place the welfare of others first and to this effect, make merry and decently embrace lust as a friend, not to show off but to keep as a badge of confidence and to produce pleasure by the spirits beauty. I do support pornography mainly as a education that really is a mild and sensitive glory, but please, wake up people, be mature and adult about the issue, and realise sex is not wrong, but breaking a promise is. Please do not condemn people like me for my views, for I only hope for the hedonistic best of all, who cares and shares in potential and optimum. After all, sex is for the earnest, the caring and the peaceful, and be careful to belittle the issue which is a question of legibility.
Thereby, I felt weak, poor and even despondent over my life. I have such an altruistic intent, a selective propagenda of values and worth, and even my nature is just to please, to protect and to provide. Well, then why is my life so miserable? Can a man who is not perfect find forgiveness when God is meant to be the best forgiver? After all, there is so much goodness in me, and why let the selfish be strong and those who really want to promote a difference of betterment feel the gap, which only devastates the least of strength? The question is not only why, but how to shift from misery to promise, from lack to providence, and from loss to success? Please, the issue of my weakness is not as important as the good that I can do, so then why limit the potential of one when that solves no problem but bring suffering and poverty to most? Please, the ideal rest in forgiveness and forgetfulness.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

The weight of a promise and the act of liberation

In a way, I am glad that God love me, infinitely beyond the horizons and hurt that I felt, and in another way, I am sorry to God for a broken promise. Well, I trust at our age, sexual themes start to manifest and influence our lives, and this takes maturity after love and prudent to withstand. The sad news, for last night, a night which I did not sleep for the effects of my mental medication, resulted in me turning to pornography justified by an assurance of inspiration, and with a lack of discipline for a highly meant wisdom, causes me to fall to meager emotions. Yet distinctively, I knew my tolerance, for pornography is a tool for education and even an entertainment to some, but with the sensitivity of privacy and the hope for special feelings, that needs discretion at basic and elevating attitude for the least. Said again in another way, the man who least watch pornography succumb less to the desire, and sustain more to the holy aspects of living and the finer livelihood, which is a blessing of guile and compassion.
Within the marriage constitution, this intimate desire can be tantalising and premonitive in good accord, but really without the marriage constitution, sex is just lust without hope, luck without grace. Really, this one virtue I must keep to the utmost truth, and this is the faith a husband and wife share in trust and pleasure. Well, I decided to shelf pornography again, while admitting my lust is great, I knew my virtues and kindness is surpassing, therefore, I need to balance this equilibrium, and tend to the formal reason that really needs redress first, so that my future is bright with little lust and such love that is divine. The weight of a promise may need affirmation again, and as sex liberates in reality, the celibrate life liberates in ideality, and I knew my choice, only that efficiency takes a new mentor to sustain and improve. I hope the ride is gentle and the earnest effort, rewarding. Thank you, God.

Friday, December 5, 2008

A passion that I need to learn

I may be able to write, but am I able to influence? I may be able to assist friends, but am I able to protect them. I may be able to solve problems academically, but am I able to earn the salvation for the rest of humanity? I certainly need recognition and a responsibility to learn, and for growth, just as the youth of my reality can hopefully be realising, a good compromise between my social circle is clearly a criteria for success. I trust we as people should embrace all opportunities and as time drift further on, may our relevancy be set forth earnestly, honestly and altruistically. The appropriation is important for the emphasis as the integrity is fundamental to the basis, and as the balance sum to a positive progress that use efficiency in our difference best and holism in our perfect best.
Words of advice are as good as their meanings implicate, and the practitioner is wise to inculcate and cultivate sound reasoning from goodness to manifest formal grace. For the sympathy and empathy of those immature, we have to result to moderation as a robust sustenance of life, from the weak to the strong. As equality is the best expectation to perceive and commune in as mature citizens within our generation, we trust that each should complement the other in perfect quality, while respecting society for the neccessary capitalism to direct effort and souls, and corporate decisions to sustain and provide life. Time is of the essence, and love is of the presence, and thus, we should hasten to the good spirit, and build up economic forte of beneficiaries, learning in the presence of idealistic values for the corporations of the future. With the providence of God, I trust we should lead ourselves and find for ourselves entrepreneurial benefits, more so for the sustenance of life in all true fairness. I felt what that glorify spirit and sustain form is good, for this is the light and art of perfect living. Mother Theresa, in her grace, care for the least of man for she love to the most of God.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

The fiery wind that I knew need a halt at a cliff-hanger

Like the aeroplanes that perchance grace and the progenious continuation of human existance, each birth is like a parachute of kind, to encompass the land in wisdom and virtue. The human race by the utmost care and concern of compatibility, contemplate the knowledge of the clouds of human values and by positive attraction, only breed respectfully and prudently on the systematic emotion realised as love. This by the altitudes of gratification and testiments is corresponding to the perfection of the fire, where parody finds nice benediction and actualises in the epidural of a bright and foreseen future.
Well, for our sentient nature, the act of reproduction is a regulation of maturity, and as I am forecast in a male engendered role, the fascination of soft and sweetly supportive females have been my great strength and weakness, in an irony that matriculate to an honour, that I gained momentum in protecting and respecting female kind yet feels the lack of responsible sacrificed lust, and the violence is peacefully set in the beauty and trust of lifeward upkeep and restrain of an erudite hope.
For one, I treated nearly all females in good stead, having progress from hedonistic want to enriching auxillary passion, and the priority of logic and faith plays a role to set right the desires to encapsulate the needs of grace and progress, which I trust is the will of God, much as insignificance as we are, much as efficient and precise our contribution can be. To socialise is to share the light and to spread the faith, which in our mature consolidation cannot afford to allow selfishness but self centred attribution, and basic intent is first to collect the valency and the worthiness of soul building or the consensus, in the light of religion or the ration of science. Therefore, I trust maturity is the yardstick to love interaction between the genders, whether for progress or for resolution, and the degree of complexity depends on sophistication and restrain, in the joy of life or the passing of responsibility.
Honestly, I am a kind man, and I certain love the girls, as true as God create the heavens to my heart through the feminine emotion. Sorry to mention that my miscalculation of the sacred joy of the feminine beauty cause me to err in efficiency and in risk, yet I knew now there is a best timing in all savory of life, and the best policy is to follow. Pornography is a danger that while advantageous and egoistic to the male view of privilege, is not to taken irrespectively or immaturely, for addiction is a danger, talent is stagnated and duty is criticised in efficient terms by this avenue. Thus, knowing my life and my entitlement, I should not watch pornography unless for educational inspiration with a special woman I call my wife. I trust in earnesty being able to purchase benefits, though only when fairness is interplayed and upheld first.
Today, I surfed the internet for pictures of beauty in woman, and while I was along the linearity of social norm, the danger was in my desire, that perilous spirit that wants me to go further, and this is the fiery wind, and I knew the concision is sure and reflectable, thereafter while I stood my principles that is fairly hedonist, I sense the danger of this ongoing, for my physics demand I start to take heed of my health. Female in clothes is fine, even if this is swimwear or bikini, but not if suggestive allure exact to manifest, for we should surrender our mind to science for progress, and our heart to religion to sustain and progress a free engineered world. I guess I need to discipline and adopt a more conservative attitude, like the Sophist in their individual consensus and the Christian in their fervour for the love of God. I knew my answer, and as I am in a situation of forgiveness as the way to enlight and excel in grace, I will be a moderate, just as a buddhist who care for the whole of community as I can bear.