Today is the jovial time of the year, where I decided to send out massive blessings upon the people whom I love in my life. Each person I ever met and kept in contact tells a tale about love and romance, and the message does rhyme in well with the tune of the constitutionalized story of life. Well, in my life, I have faced six chapters of my life, and I indeed felt that each chapter of a life story does encapsulate some values from love for the present.
The first chapter talks about a naturalist Brian who grew up in mild riches, quite secluded and lonely, yet happy for the nice ambience that infant environment provide. The crucial idea at that moment was to learn to love Daddy and maybe do a business with him.
The primary chapter was a time when I learnt to groom myself academically for a better mind. Well, my studies is light and mildly endeavoured, and most of the time, I feel for recreation, like Legos and swimming, which is a hobby for play. I learnt to appreciate my father's providence, which was truly rich in the material sense. My social experience is mild and I am mostly involved in Mathematics and Chess in school, with a few friends who really love me for my hobby and talent. I also travelled much to the vast riches of the world, and I have some appreciation from the sights that is consensually approved.
Secondary school has been a time of multiple introduction, for I experienced living in a landed property, feel blessed with new resolution of being polite, being studious and being gentlemanly. Well, my perspective gained me a position of Student Council Vice President, with a good network of friends in my class. Albeit our aspirations are mild, and I just wanted to experience life in a joyous fashion, and we were like children, free yet well-behaved. Yes, my teenage years was crowned with good grades and supportive friends, yet in truth, I has a couple of faults that virtues could cover up for.
Junior College was a time when I really learnt to be like a scholar, and I nurse my health and my mind through accountable study sessions, each with some rest for a nest of academic inclination. Well, I earned my Special Papers award with true earnest work and passion for science, lest the social support that I in some unwise decision, became a loner. Second year was a wake up call, and I, who worked too hard, and with the regretable faults of my secondary school moments, could not overcome the hurdle with my virtues, and I had to seek psychiatric medication and could not get my grades after the third year, with a lesson that I feel I deserved the standstill. Well, my works has been true, my intention has been bright, and my willing to study is a record for many, yet I had miscalculated my life and made a grave mistake of whom I am repent for and will correct with good fortunes.
University was a time when I was given the time to travel overseas, after spending time reconciliating my support with friends, encompassing both genders that essentially gave me the confidence of a renewed life. I know God is truly and very gracious here, profoundly magnanimous in his teachings, and my own father supported me endearing for my overseas education interval. Hereby, I learnt a lot more about the spirituality of the world, financial forgiving and wisdom, educational upkeep, and getting the priorities right with my family and friends. Well, I served in International House as a volunteer, was promising and bright, and had good grades and a network of friends whom social quality was average yet enjoyable. First year was truly enjoyable, though my weakness came back to haunt me who sadly took some mild bait of computer misuse like gamings, yet still kept my integrity absolutely intact especially in reality and virtues, and this made me understand what morose may be as repentence is seeked and needed. Relax, I am still correct for justice within constitutionalized living, and just that this made me lose my elitism. Second year is tough, and I worked hard to little avail, and I knew for the greater good of my family, that I am better to continue my education in Singapore.
The chapter I am in is my new chance at a university education at the Singapore Institution of Management, and hereby, I am given some lease to gain some social and life values. Well, exactly in the mood for improvement and truly determined to be correct once again, I understand the need to be upon grace in this moment where upholding whatever benefits I have is crucial to maintain a bright future, I am convicted to love. I was given the chance of a good position as Cashflow Head for the development of a project that the school wish to organized and this has been received well and indeed, is my salvation during this tough chapter of my life. Well, my grades are given quite unfairness and I know God will be able to support this claim of mine, my friends in SIM are few and the climate is only average, with elements I am not convenient and comfortable with. My mind went through a troubled session and my church has not been as rosy that the original impression should have been, and I had to leave church to love God for family and a theological idea that is only mildly beneficial and comforting when we are already in grace and in potential of mature development. At this point, is where I am understanding about love, given love for the correct priorities, and where my talent is enhanced much more than before yet not truly appreciated, and the altruism I developed to love my family, friends and neighbours yet receiving mediocre reception from some. This was the time I am truly down, unfairly treated, yet I stood to the righteousness of God most of the time, and keep on serving and loving. My family went through many unpleasant moments, and I could only build for whatever we could build, and by my one and only life, need to solace and uplift my family situation for the future that we know, is worthwhile and limited. With some cadence of resources, the future is really crucial, and a good degree classification, family fostering and a development of friendly networks is antecedental to move on with life the way of the doves. Some of my greatest blessings in the midst of a troubled time is to understand the need to make fullest use of my potential, being altruistic and be a talented writer that may be the calling light of a new shining dawn when the next chapter of life unfolds. I will continue to smile, awaiting God's grace to return as most of my friends understand life as to be.
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