This week has been pretty busy as my dear father came to visit our family in good faith. Life has a mixture of blessings and tribulations for me, and at least my father's visit gave me some companionship for formal comfort. Well, after a quite on some profound wisdom acquisition, I found that for my heart to enjoy what I have already inherited, and to appreciate the basic of our forgiven blessings, a contemporary mindset does suits me best, for life is meant for man to live properly in grace and comfort with each other, in obedience to the flexible will that God gives to mankind. Life is like a contract, we come here, have to fulfill some duty, remain good in integrity, and we rest in peace, hopefully in contentment. Well, after some trying times, where life truly stretch your life, I felt a sense of weakness, amidst a fragrance of a lavender in my heart, and well, I do need some pep training that may give me the encouraging reason to live in good ease, as a man in the wonder that life on Earth can grace, in riches, experiential learning and corrective enactment.
I went for a course, and this course has been encouraging to me, for I am trained by an authentic, effective and enlivening coach who gave me some entertaining wisdom on a humble yet fulfilling life, being able to bridge perception in good light and to engage people in aspirational development. The past is forgiven, the present has to be embraced, and the future is bright for the beloved and altruistic soul. God has been very gracious, and God has fairness to man who inherited the package that our nature has for the temporal man. A life of joy, a life of service and a responsible to groom the next generation before one has to sleep in peace. I enjoyed the session, and felt some gratification that God has given me a good life that night.
Well, that night has a bonus to me when I chanced upon one of God's beloved daughters, a girl who happens to be my classmate. Yes, she is pretty, though I love her friendliness and affable grace. She did gave me some hope for the future, that life is like a fairy tale for the loving and responsible soul. I am happy for this development, for I understand deep inside that this gift came because I have a change of heart for the better. I can only be her friend, for I do have feelings for another girl, whom I decide to reserve future love for I value the time, precious, special and embracing as love may be, to be in touch with her heart and person again.
A good birthday is on schedule for a timely and appreciative celebration.. Brian, as a contemporal man, had some tact and politeness when purchasing a cake for grandma's birthday. The cake is expensive, though the need for convenient and time saving takes priority. When we are at home, Brian felt the sense and need for a good service, for every party does well with someone with a heart of service, and I did this for the love of the family, so that everyone can have a good time. The party is fulfiling, and I am sure that everyone enjoyed the party to certain extent, and our dear God, is like a happy father, who watches on us in leisurely joy. I am glad for the good time, and the wise party act that I managed to behave in. I understand a sense of maturity, and how party is orchestrated for the mature people who needs a time for leisure and restful interaction. Grandma is honoured, and my dear cousin exchanged some wise experiences. To me, a life once lived is enough when well lived.
Thursday is a good and pious moment for my father and me. Truly, I did have conflicts and crying moments due to religious differences with family, though I can assure God that all was done in a sense of love, even though I admit I had my blindspot in life. The result is a good development too, for I am now a Buddhist, with a more sound mentor in Kuan Yin, that is a wiser light, and the a measured and naturally appreciative feel for our human design. In some manners, I may be backward in loyalty, though in ethics, in fairness, in bonding, in wisedom, I am glad I have made the compassionate leap to Buddhism. To me, the truth for the common and average man is just to be good, lovely and right. Buddha will definitely make sure my future is correct. Humility is fine in corrective dosage, while wisdom is the true elixir. One of my happinest event happen when I can finally pray in the temple with my father, though my poor recent happening mild and dull the very meaningful moment. In my heart, I know a deity is smiling for my father and me, and this love comes from Buddha.
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